tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-45358022714983090072024-03-19T17:33:42.818+08:00Life is like that...Like it or not, just face it.Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.comBlogger243125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-41482794251404493892016-10-18T14:58:00.001+08:002016-10-18T14:58:17.070+08:00Heart AcheMy heart feels like its gonna explode anytime...<br />
My shoulder stiffen and gets heavier...<br />
Im in pain... Deep pain<br />
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For all the years of admiration<br />
and love and affection,<br />
It seems reality had knocked us hard.<br />
So hard it shaking everything.<br />
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Things will be never be the same I guess,<br />
I dont think you stood up for me,<br />
I dont think you could make any decision either.<br />
I have to accept if you leave my side,<br />
But im afraid I come to the point that I'll make that move before you.<br />
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I just want to see you happy<br />
So be happy,<br />
even if its mean,<br />
Im not a part of it.<br />
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<br />Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-42306070612959748532015-07-02T11:40:00.001+08:002015-07-02T11:56:59.586+08:00Gopoh<div style="text-align: justify;">
I accidentally read some political post that relates to economic and islamic society or jemaah. Be it from any group, I still feel despair....</div>
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It started when I start to dig in Greece economic issue. It is bad time for them, let's pray, hopefully the All Mighty All Merciful ease their pain, especially those old folks that loses their money. Keep on praying peeps! That the lease we can do.</div>
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Hmm... Then the plot is thickening where my attention was directed to 1MDB issues and this guy, kind of afgue why non (from his pov) from Islamic NGO claim or make noise about this issue. And yes, there were replies from many sides. Hmm... Like seriously we have so many Islamic groups? What makes me feel a lil bit sick (too much of melodrama here? No?) is that they quarrel or disagree about things that I think should be put aside. Why not you guys, the intellectual from jemaah, man with integrity sit together and have a sleepless night discussing about this issue before quarreling in public. Is that what you learn from your long tarbiyyah? Provoking your brother in other jemaah? What? I just can't register that.</div>
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Malaysia is a small country. We don't have strong union to protect our currency as Euro tried to protect Greece. And yet you guys still mouth fighting? Really? Can't you see that even when Greece change their PM, they still in chaos because the citizen already lost their respect and no longer have one vision. Everybody here is too occupied with their own thoughts and think that they are right, or MAKSUM. Come guys, you can do better. Unity in Malaysia is more challenging because not only we have different races, now we have different Malay-Islamic sect... again, seriously... does this need to happen?</div>
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Be the change you want to see in the world. Start to change our attitude before blaming what others did... What others did is uncontrollable. You only can control yourself, if only you have control over your brain and mouth.</div>
Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-61244120760225300562015-05-10T20:47:00.001+08:002015-05-10T21:00:53.083+08:00You there who has his heart<br />
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Hey,<br />
You there,<br />
Yes you there who own his heart,<br />
Promise me to take care of him,<br />
Never ever hurt him... Promise!<br />
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I guess the destiny is not meant to be mine,<br />
I was only been given a privilege to adore him,<br />
But I will always want him as happy as he inspire me to be,<br />
So you, there... care for him, love him unconditionally.<br />
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I will never ruin his perfect future with you,<br />
He deserve what he deserve,<br />
I will back off, but my step will be full of prayer,<br />
for him and for you.<br />
For him because I love him,<br />
and for you to ensure he received plenty of love and care.<br />
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<br />Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-34331618075879393062015-03-29T23:58:00.000+08:002015-03-29T23:58:14.825+08:00Second ChanceAll I need is a second chance,<br />
to make things right,<br />
to turn darkness to bright;<br />
so all the burdens feels so light.<br />
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Do I really need a second chance?<br />
When it just a scattered dreams,<br />
Layers of feelings, that overlapped with each other,<br />
buried the real deal, hide the meaning, shut down everything<br />
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I just want to sit in one corner,<br />
Not to cry,<br />
Just want to be thankful,<br />
For HE still lend me rationality and patient,<br />
to see things objectively.<br />
This challenge is the challenge that I dare not to try again,<br />
as I would fall again and again to that sweet smile<br />
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I wish you well,<br />
I wish you all the happiness,<br />
May he bless you with the best of His blessing.<br />
Im not the lucky one to be by your side, but I am lucky enough to realize that I always have Him by my side, everytime every single time.<br />
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Good night... I am tired. I wanna have rest from feelings. At least for a while.Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-58419380629418933542014-10-03T23:58:00.000+08:002014-10-03T23:58:43.446+08:00CARAMELLOSThis is indeed the very first time im doing business. Alhamdulillah. So far Allah grant me very smooth riding business journey. OK, really I'm not ready for any major challenge since I am still in desperation to complete my master degree.. lol<br />
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Introducing Caramellos!<br />
Caramel and butter popcorn. With a hint of Garret, mine is less sweet and it taste like homemade. sometimes extra caramel, sometimes a lil bit dry, or in good lucky time, you'll get the nice balance of everything in every bites.<br />
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Well,<br />
I am contempt with Caramellos. I hope I'll be ready for bigger business when I finished my Master. Who knows!<br />
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<br />Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-9683602474746443102014-04-30T10:42:00.001+08:002014-04-30T10:42:31.118+08:00Nasty FBFB is way too nasty nowadays. Everybody screams their opinion, no longer deliver it to heart. Most DEMANDS ATTENTION regardless what they say. Mostly BELIEVES what they say is the absolute truth, when there is so much flexibility and comfort in the communication.<br />
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Slowly, I return to my humble and silence blog. At least the people here say things not because of the LIKES nor SHARE. Yes, we need to express our knowledge and opinion, but I rather deliver it to the right group of people that willing to listen.<br />
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Think before you say. Say only what is important. We speak when needed, not we need to speak.<br />
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YadaCaiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-57791413659820520792014-03-28T13:34:00.000+08:002014-03-28T13:34:20.948+08:00Candy BarThanks to cousin for letting us experiment something during your wedding. And yes, there is a lot to improve, but above all, we are happy to prepare our simple candy bar for your ceremony.<br />
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For the bride, may Allah bless you always... and thanks for the chance. xox</div>
<br />Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-35312934770712088532014-03-10T14:31:00.000+08:002014-03-10T14:31:18.727+08:00BakingMy new boredom killer... Baking...<br />
Well, Thirteen said stay away from dessert cart if we are on diet, but baking is all about dessert and sweetness and cuteness.. Oh my!<br />
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Started with helping my sis, and suddenly im so into it... lol...<br />
Im indulging myself in baking and decorating, even though not as skillful yet but I guess Im not that bad...<br />
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Hopefully more chance will come...<br />
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Kind of... will update more on cookies and other related experiments. </div>
Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-5140507473495793192013-11-19T20:21:00.001+08:002013-11-19T20:21:42.305+08:00Happy thoughts *\(^o^)/*<div><br></div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj4KafigBGhehGcs-PVJdMjnG475e-wt27z984WTNUSwRm9iQXj-odlhzLs-8tSRu-VQFf9yhkZWPPox8bBZ5WKh12xTlY5B8_OwjIarN_gZ-3CFQETaCeS3-Hb5uBCh9ikzPh8E27FeQTR/s640/blogger-image--132703081.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj4KafigBGhehGcs-PVJdMjnG475e-wt27z984WTNUSwRm9iQXj-odlhzLs-8tSRu-VQFf9yhkZWPPox8bBZ5WKh12xTlY5B8_OwjIarN_gZ-3CFQETaCeS3-Hb5uBCh9ikzPh8E27FeQTR/s640/blogger-image--132703081.jpg"></a></div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhc8A_gttyE-CK8TJhTbdiLXBmk08HXmRkEQG5s8mF0JqLnZFliZSFUt_IRmKmGMEb907D5ryBNcw3hmhzTaH66UAwXAOAUSEaui__6YaZcPFkEdxvXpUshYuViZtrAygN_0zm8xv6rrpjb/s640/blogger-image--108592484.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhc8A_gttyE-CK8TJhTbdiLXBmk08HXmRkEQG5s8mF0JqLnZFliZSFUt_IRmKmGMEb907D5ryBNcw3hmhzTaH66UAwXAOAUSEaui__6YaZcPFkEdxvXpUshYuViZtrAygN_0zm8xv6rrpjb/s640/blogger-image--108592484.jpg"></a></div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhI5-hGktvN1eSnWzGHnN5xQTTpOuo2HOgP5epAe9bWQLpKJJPcXg5KPES8sk9lF2UzBmpCGJJZAbXtQ_bcQXt9x5QLUsRZZkvX0qgITki0Wa5X6XdeCqPXMbWoyyhSslEOaIm9sxA8rCT0/s640/blogger-image-2070564908.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhI5-hGktvN1eSnWzGHnN5xQTTpOuo2HOgP5epAe9bWQLpKJJPcXg5KPES8sk9lF2UzBmpCGJJZAbXtQ_bcQXt9x5QLUsRZZkvX0qgITki0Wa5X6XdeCqPXMbWoyyhSslEOaIm9sxA8rCT0/s640/blogger-image-2070564908.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Ameen ya Rab. (*^^*)</div>Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-69228227015721126432013-09-12T17:01:00.001+08:002013-09-12T17:01:34.170+08:00Im Done!Im done waiting,<div>Feels so stewpit waiting and hoping and then waiting again... </div><div>Please go back home... </div><div>Tired waiting.</div>Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-68633856880973426772013-09-05T13:05:00.003+08:002013-09-05T13:09:47.292+08:00Done ranting for NOW!<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">Ok...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">Everything went up. Start from fuel price, and the domino effect take place... After one and another...</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">Do THEY listen to us? NO!</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">Do THEY care about us? NO!</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">Are THEY satisfy with what is happening? NO!</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">And the cycle keeps repeating. </span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">Hell I had been ranting about the same issue last five years, and yet it still happened now.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">Keep documenting it fella, we never know when we might have the tendency to forgive THEM. At least we have evidence on how bullshit like THEY treating us.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">I rest my case... But I will not forgive and forget the suffering you bring to us. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">For my own motivation and motivational boost:</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">"I slept on benches and everyday borrowed 20Rs/- from friend to travel film city" - Shah Rukh Khan</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">"I didn't even complete my university education" - Bill Gates</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">"I was raped at the age of 9 "- Oprah Winfrey</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">"I was sexually, mentally, emotionally and verbally abused by my father as far back as I can remember until I left home at the age of eighteen" - Joyce Meyer</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">"I struggled academically throughout elementary school" - Dr Ben Carson</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">"I used to serve tea at a shop to support my football training" - Lionel Messi</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">"I used to sleep on the floor in friends'</span></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">rooms,returning Coke bottles for food, money, and getting weekly free meals at a local temple" -Steve Jobs</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">"My teachers used to call me a failure" - Tony Blair</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">"I was in prison for 27 years"- Retired President Nelson Mandela</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">"Friends, there are many such people who struggled.. Life is not about what you couldn't do so far, it's about what you can still do" *NEVER GIVE UP*</span></span></span>Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-57744194002046804062013-09-03T09:41:00.001+08:002013-09-03T09:41:03.823+08:00Again???On Sept 2008, I uploaded this image. And after 5 years, I uploaded it again.<br />
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Funny how easily we forgot how THEY treated us.<br />
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OK, back to budget controlling again.<br />
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Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-9894955298989859592013-08-25T22:00:00.001+08:002013-08-25T22:00:19.173+08:00IronyWe can search into seven seas to find a group of Malay who can sing another ethnic song but not even a single effort to start a ceremony with Al-Fatihah?<br /> <br />Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-79994732030898509842013-08-23T15:29:00.001+08:002013-08-23T15:29:54.274+08:00PatientAlways a handy tool in any crisis "PATIENT". ☝😌Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-85494237084860574592013-08-21T05:45:00.001+08:002013-08-21T05:45:18.601+08:00What the...This is an old issue, it suddenly crossed my mind yesterday.<br /><br />Why on earth Faizal Tahir was banned when he revealed his body? Its not even aurah for him. No! No!<br /><br />Why so many pretty young female artist is allowed to wear whatever the custom<br />pleased even though it is clearly aurah for them. Why no one banning them? <br /><br />Haish...<br /><br />Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-28756171851112116462013-08-14T18:53:00.002+08:002013-08-14T18:53:26.812+08:00Previous PostsI had fun reading my previous post and previous comments from people who previously become part and parcel of my life.<br />
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I somehow kind of believing that whatever happen especially a good one should be documented, because it gonna helps us to feel better in the future.<br />
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It also helps us in counting the blessing.<br />
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Our life is not all the time at far bottom, sometimes it is at the middle comfortably and sometimes at scarily at the peak of joy. No matter where we are, it is a part of life that we should cherish and enjoy.<br />
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For those who came and touched my life, thank you for being there at time you were there.<br />
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May I'll be happy reading this simple post next year.<br />
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Life is like that,<br />
Me and my future other half...Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-8047487425993024442013-08-14T16:44:00.000+08:002013-08-14T16:44:10.931+08:00I miss writing... I miss writing and my special small crowd.<br />
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But I suppose it is not a sincere writing since I'm targeting to my small crowd.<br />
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I should just write and sing my heart out.<br />
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So those who feel will listen.<br />
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And those who doesn't shall walk away<br />
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Who else will listen to this bitter lullaby except me and myself?Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-84425468012369871602013-08-09T20:51:00.001+08:002013-08-09T20:51:27.104+08:00Selamat Hari RayaSelamat Hari Raya Aiditfitri<br />Maaf Zahir dan Batin<br /><br />Ikhlas daripada,<br />Me and BAKAL suami<br /><br />Heh... Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-31521913261979818962013-07-30T12:26:00.001+08:002013-07-30T12:26:39.608+08:00TestI hope it works!Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-25446731451795439082013-07-30T01:14:00.000+08:002013-07-30T01:14:09.418+08:00Ranting: Malaysia and racial politicsI can't write this on my facebook, because the crowd might not be able to accept it.<br />
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I know I don't have to make everybody eats what I say, but I am too lazy to re-explain stuff. I write here, so it only gonna be read by Tia, or Anne, or Serena or total stranger. Else, this is just a "documented evidence" that I have thought of this at this very particular time.<br />
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I know this issue sort of dah basi, but still I want to express my apology to my Chinese friends on a few issues happened recently. Alvin and Vivian, that guy yang kena belasah, and maybe another cases yang kita tak tau.<br />
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I don't say that I agree with their childish action, but I far disagree on how they been treated upon their immature mistake. Kena penjara sebab upload gambar dalam facebook? Sebab ajak makan bah kut teh? Sebab tak menghormati Islam? facepalm* Well, comparing ajak makan bah kut teh and a malay muslim having liquor license, siapa yang lebih tak menghormati Islam. Why he did not face same punishment?<br />
How could we expect others to respect our beloved religion when we are not doing just to them?<br />
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Since pilihanraya 5 tahun dulu, I already wrote in this blog, on how funny of Malaysian politicians. One time they call for Perpaduan Kaum, 1 Malaysia, and then, turning on the other side, they call for "Perjuangan Ketuanan Melayu". Then you think another races takde ketuanan? How on earth you preach for two contradicting ideas at a time?<br />
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I am not a big fan of politics, but when my future is concerned, the best I could do is pray that one day more sensible leader will lead this country and bring prosperity for everyone including ayam, itik dan ikan yang bermasalah.<br />
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<br />Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-73807622463562596162013-07-29T23:19:00.001+08:002013-07-29T23:19:13.460+08:00Tale of a broken heartI saw you there,<br />
alone.<br />
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My heart smiles,<br />
with hope.<br />
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We travel across the sea,<br />
together.<br />
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We submit our grievance,<br />
to Him.<br />
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I tried to wipe your tears,<br />
but failed.<br />
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Even tried to seed new hope,<br />
rejected.<br />
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There's nothing left to say,<br />
I'm broke.<br />
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Wishing you happiness,<br />
always.<br />
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I know He has a better plan,<br />
for me.<br />
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<br />Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-50383641645491560722013-05-29T18:20:00.000+08:002015-05-10T21:08:09.196+08:00Mencari Jawapan<div style="text-align: justify;">
Saya sedang memerhatikan satu pola pemikiran masyarakat.</div>
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Saya merasakan pola itu ganjil.</div>
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Tidak pasti samada keganjilan itu datangnya daripada gaya pemikiran yang tidak selari dengan kefahaman saya, ataupun ketidak upayaan saya mengadaptasi gaya pemikiran sedemikian.</div>
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Pola pemikiran yang saya lihat terlalu menghukum. Andai hari ini anda dipuja ke langit, tidak mustahil esok pagi anda tersadai dek satu kelakuan yang tidak diterima oleh masyarakat umum.</div>
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Pola pemikiran ini tidak menggunakan hak dan batil sebagai kayu pengukur, tetapi etika yakni satu set peraturan atau adat yang diterima oleh sesuatu masyarakat.</div>
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Rasullah senantiasa menggunakan bahasa yang indah dan akhlak yang terpuji tidak kira kawan mahupun lawan. </div>
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Jika dibandingkan dengan pemikiran masyarakat kini, perkataan 'macai' digunakan secara berleluasa untuk menjatuhkan pihak lawan. Ini bukan gaya yang diajar oleh agama, tetapi secara etikanya diterima pakai oleh masyarakat, maka perkataan macai ini berleluasa. Maka masyarakat menjatuhkan harga diri dengan membiasakan diri menggunakan perkataan sebegini sebagai bekalan untuk menjatuhkan lawan. Adakah perkataan yang lebih mulia tidak mampu menjatuhkan lawan anda?</div>
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Masyarakat kita perlu dididik dengan konsep pemikiran yang lebih luas dan terbuka. terbuka bukan bermaksud membuka aurat anda 'cool'. Berfikiran terbuka yang saya maksudkan ialah kebolehan membuka mata dan fikiran, melihat satu isu dari sudut pandangan yang pelbagai, memahami setiap kemungkinan dan menerima perbezaan yang mungkin wujud. Manusia sememangnya dilahirkan berbeza, cap jari kita yang kecil pun berbeza, malah DNA kita juga pasti ada sedikit perbezaan walaupun daripada 2 orang kembar seiras. </div>
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Hasil tulisan ini memang tiada konklusi kerana saya masih mencari platform di mana kita boleh mendidik dan memberi kefahaman bahawa perbezaan pendapat itu adalah perkara biasa, dan tidak semua perkara harus dijatuhkan hukuman gantung mandatori. Kenapa perlu cepat menghukum sedangkan kadangkala hakim pun salah menjatuhkan hukuman. Terlalu suci bersihkah hati kita sehingga apa yang kita katakan pasti benar dalam lingkungan ilmu yang cetek. </div>
Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-61013334324908409952013-05-09T19:09:00.000+08:002013-05-09T19:09:10.646+08:00Friendship<br />
They spread fire of hatred,<br />
The closer the bond between us.<br />
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And that's the friendship we treasure.<br />
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<br />Caiejahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04771175957459558840noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4535802271498309007.post-16095448916071171032013-05-06T11:10:00.002+08:002013-05-06T11:10:50.597+08:00Beautiful life Hmm...<br />
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I read my previous postings and in awe on how many good things happened to me and people around me. Maybe I should continue writing. At least all the good memories remain.<br />
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Appreciate our life. No one gonna do it for us.<br />
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