Life is like that...

Reappearance

2011-09-07T09:48:00.002+08:00

Put that big grin on your face :)

Answering Why

2011-04-29T12:58:00.002+08:00

Why you want that thing ~~desperately~~ that bad?
1. I like
2. I like
3. I like

Ok, at least I'm being sincere here... yes, at first, I want it simply because i like it. very much. especially the white one, with red cover. (on your right. cantik kan?)

But with time, I realize why I want it so much.
1. Easy for reader like me. I have many digital books. I can read it through my phones, but it rather too small and it takes me ages to complete a book. I hope with that gadget, it could encourage me to read more and more.

2. Recently, I printed many journal papers. Not environmental friendly. Big NO NO!!! hahaha... No la, I am not an environmentalist, but what bring me headache is that I have to carry that stack of journal until I completed my papers. If I have that, I could always use it to read my journals and reference document. Nice kan?

3. Why don't use my laptop to read?
I asked this once to a friend of mine when I'm not yet convinced to have that. And sure it does, my answer now backfires me. It is not handy to read through laptop while writing. Yes, Macbook can switch from one window to another, but there is a gap there, and during that gap, concentration easily distracted.

4. There are a lot of other features, but my main idea of having it merely for that reading and make my writing easier. I'm not a photo geek, or musician wannabe, so the rest i let other to discover. I hope, Mademoiselle FJ satisfy with my answer, or you need more justification???

Craving

2011-04-25T17:19:00.000+08:00

Can I have this??? Blink blink!!!

And There Is The Time...

2011-04-09T14:25:00.001+08:00

There is the time,
I sat alone,
And ponder,
What kind of life I lived in.

There is the time,
I sat alone,
And wonder,
What kind of life I'm living in.

There is the time,
I sat alone,
And foresee,
What kind of life I'll be living in.

And yet,
In lieu of all uncertainties,
I'm no one to judge what it was, what it is, what it will be.

Only Him and Him alone,
The key of all the secret.

And thus,
I shall learn to accept the past,
I am trying to accept the present,
I will pray the best for the future.

I LOVE This Thus I Use It As My Wallpaper

2011-02-22T14:10:00.005+08:00

I want to answer you FJ, what I have on my desktop. I got this from DeviantArt and been using it since 6 months ago. Sometimes life is really like that you know... the only pawn that left, and you are expected to live your life, full of courage though technically you are out of the game. But hey hey hey... who are they to decide kan??? As long we are still breathing, permits by Allah to be in his world, fight all your might! And life, is not chess game, we might win, though we are the last pawn to live. We don't have to be "The Last Mohican" or "Gladiator" to win it all k....

OH OH OH... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR FATHIAH!!!! I'M SO BLESSED THAT I HAVE A CHANCE TO GET TO KNOW THIS BEAUTIFUL LADY INSIDE/OUTSIDE (THOUGH YOU TAKE ANAS AWAY FROM ME!)

Shall We???

2011-02-21T13:52:00.001+08:00

Hi Dear,

Wherever you are right now, I just want you to know, life, is just a piece of journey. I might share it with you, or I might not.

If our fate intersect and we happened to meet (or meet again), there will be another journey, for us.

Or else, I hope you will be doing fine, living your life the fullest, and accomplished the prophecy meant for you.

As me, will always be me. I might stumble, fall and even lost my consciousness, but as long as there is HIM, the journey will go on.

Shall we???

How are you???

2011-01-08T21:55:00.000+08:00

I hope you are doing fine out there without me,
Because I'm not doing so good without you.

~Here with me by Yuna ~

Something Awesome

2011-01-06T16:16:00.001+08:00

Is praying that whatever inside my head now will materialize, step bu step, one by one, into something AWESOME!!!

I want to make it happen. This is my new year dream. :-)

Credit to:Ahermin@deviantart

Lyrics

2010-12-12T18:51:00.000+08:00

It's funny when you dead then people starts listening...

Relax???

2010-12-11T11:40:00.000+08:00

Take time to relax, and you'll be fine.

So, that's what they say.

I thought I was left behind, and there is so much to capture, with a short time, how can relax?

I'm so confused.

They Said, I Said

2010-11-25T17:26:00.002+08:00

how could i define,
the pain of doing nothing.

they said be true to yourself,
how can true be true if true means delusional.

they said slow down,
how could i slow down when i realize i was left behind.

they said be patient,
how could i since i don't know what patient is.

they said be happy,
how could i when the source of happiness vanished with time.

they can say whatever they think applicable for me,
in the end of the day, it's always me, myself and I to decide what i want to do with life.

back to square one,
what i want to do???

Love is a funny thing.

2010-11-20T08:52:00.005+08:00

Love is a funny thing;
Lead you to the place called unknown;
Drown yourself in confusion;
But you still want to be in love.

Love is sure a funny thing;
Help you to see what you want to see;
Blinding what you try not to see;
And yet, you still want to be in love.

Maybe love is a funny thing;
Random words are lullaby to your ears,
The facts shall bleed your vein;
And yet, love is still in the air.

Love is love;
Reveal the truth with grace;
Wrap the world with hope;
Give tears a new meaning;
Draw a smile on your face;

And still;
Love is the funniest thing ever happened to humankind.

Jatuh

2010-11-12T22:25:00.002+08:00

Kelmarin aku jatuh,
Senyum;
Bangkit semula,
Terus melangkah.

Semalam aku jatuh lagi,
Penat;
Tetap bangkit,
Langkahku goyah.

Hari ini, masih jatuh,
Tersungkur;
Menangis,
Namun tetap cuba berdiri.

Bukan untuk diri ini;
Bukan untuk diri kamu;
Tapi kerana DIA!
Kerana DIA benci orang yang berputus asa.

p/s: Terima kasih atas nasihat...

Pulang ke Pangkuan Bahasa Ibunda

2010-09-23T19:55:00.009+08:00

Payah. Perit.

Walaupun payah, akan tetap kugagahi untuk kembali ke pangkuan bahasa ibunda ku yang telah terabaikan sejak 15 tahun yang lalu.

Perlahan. Tapi pasti.

Lesson Learnt

2010-09-11T14:11:00.003+08:00

After a long while...

This morning, I was watching a documentary on how the Chinese learn English to host for Olympic. Sure it is not easy for them since they close themselves for a very long time to outside world. And now they are hosting the world.

The English trainer said "They are trained to do what they don't want to do. And that's how they can keep their spirit high". The message carries the same meaning with "Enjoy the pain" and all the "hard work pays" quotes. Maybe after a long demotivated period, their patriotism to serve the country awaken me from despair.

I love to see the old 74 old grandpa who dreams to be an Olympic athlete. But for his age, he knows that he couldn't make it. So he learn English, went for the examsss (many s since there are many exam), and qualified himself to be a volunteer for the Olympic as a tourist guide at a Forbidden City. Wasn't it a dream, come true?

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL... MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

Stars

2010-08-12T23:36:00.004+08:00

Even the stars...
Shine a bit bright I've notice,
When you are close to me...
Still it remains a mystery...
~Lea Salonga, We Could Be in Love~

Yep... The stars shines brightly tonight. There is a beautiful big star shining at the east... and the rest of the stars scattered from the east towards the south. I don't know whether there really a lot of stars tonight or because I started to feel relieved.

The Al-Mighty,
Thank you for the call...

Unrequited

2010-08-12T19:42:00.000+08:00

When we are lost in the midst of confusion, we seek for a helping hand to help us to go through. That warm hand that will guide us through the coldest and darkest night. We blindly put trust because we have no where to turn to.

When the dawn come, suddenly it appears that the warm hand is just a part of a dream, a dream that will not come true. And there again, we sat still, confuse... but even more painful, because when the reality strike, we realize that it is twice a hit.

Untitled

2010-08-12T07:42:00.004+08:00

A squirrel playing along the roadside makes me ponder about something... While I am demanding for a betterment, there are so much room for joy and happiness that I could not see...

Plus, I don't know, how much time is left for me to breath. Is it worth to consume all the pain? Or is it wise to rejoice happiness only? If today was my last day, what would I do?

1. Take a leave
2. Talk to my mom
3. Talk to that someone

Above all, I would like to apologize to all for the wrong doing and heart breaking conversation, lost faith in friendship, and whatever sweetness & bitterness that we've shared all through our life journey.

Salam Ramadhan Al- Kareem. May your smile be as bright as the moon in Ramadhan.

Note to A Friend

2010-08-08T14:28:00.003+08:00

Dear Sweetheart,

Yes, I know I was being extremely stubborn in dealing the 'case'. It is not that I would not listen, just give me sometimes... I'll decide accordingly.

I know you and others are worried about the situation, but believe me, the harder part is always on me because I'm the one facing it, minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day. I'm struggling with my feeling and yet I have to keep my rationality above all because the work here expecting me to produce miracle.

My friend, dearest friend,

Please be there for me, and please don't stop praying for me. Whatever you said is all true, but please trust me. Thank you for being the light when I'm in dark, it just, this darkness is escapism that avoids me to see the pain out there. When I'm a lil bit stronger, I'll open my eyes, and face the pain, again, with courage. This is my promise to you.

Ahlan Ya Ramadhan!

2010-08-02T08:31:00.002+08:00

The Darkness

2010-08-02T08:12:00.002+08:00

The darkness attracts the presence of light. Without darkness, the illumination have no meaning...

Temptation

2010-07-25T10:05:00.005+08:00

"If you are on diet, stay away from the dessert cart"
~Thirteen, House~

Pic: Deviantart

Need You Now

2010-07-13T18:02:00.000+08:00

That was a magical moment when you spoke to that little girl. The tone of your voice is so sincere, plus the caring expression of your face, MAJESTIC!

At times when I was lead astray, the snap moment of that incident really pulling me to the ground, to remind me where I come from. Do you know that small kindness you show is driving me through if not driving me nuts?

I'm tired. I guess Lady Antebellum is tired as well because she sings "Need You Now" from morning till evening.

Silence Beauty

2010-06-29T20:42:00.004+08:00

This morning was a beautiful morning. Striking rainbow in between fluffy clouds, illuminates by the golden sunshine. The view fascinates my perspectives until I couldn't stop smiling. It was a perfect starts for a wonderful day (it should).

But it will be a Bollywood movie if it ends happily ever after. Whatever miracle this morning, is just a buffer for a long and hectic day in office & in the meeting room. At least, I was blessed for having a wonderful and serene morning before facing all the greedy monsters in the meeting room.

After all, after I finished my night prayer, it is a day off. I'm standing still regardless the hassle been throw at my face, and deep inside me, I'm thankful for I still can see the silence beauty of the nature.

The Almighty, The Most Merciful, Thank you for such a blessing. Help me to see the beaut in the world full of miseries.

Another wonderful song

2010-06-20T15:40:00.000+08:00

Love the song, but not the movie... Among the best soundtrack. Enjoy!

Thank You Mademoiselle Nas

2010-06-18T11:57:00.004+08:00

Dear Nas,

Thank you for the parcel. AGAIN!!!

I just don't know how to say thanks to make it enough but I hope He will send his blessing like a heavy pouring rain! I love you Nas!

p/s: I love you too...

Picture by: Fooray@deviantart.com

Away

2010-06-10T19:01:00.004+08:00

Heh...

To announce that I'm on leave for 5 days... Wonder how it feels to have a long break, but I bet the time flies. Going to attend a wedding in Kelantan and hopefully to have a short vacation and rest from work.

Hopefully all the worries fades during my journey...

I wish, when I come back, I'll be more energetic and can move forward.

Life won't be fun if it is easy, kan?

Ray of Light

2010-06-08T10:09:00.000+08:00

When there is a hope... There are the ways... Rock ON!!!!

Another Conversation...

2010-05-31T17:59:00.005+08:00

Had another conversation, with a different person, again about life and achievement. Only this time, I couldn't console myself like I did before. There are emptiness and despair that is so hard to explain. I wasn't crying but my eyes are sweating. I assume I work as hard as others to reach out for my dreams, but I haven't reach there yet... Why??? Where does it goes wrong??? At which junction that I made such a silly mistake that results where I'm right now? I'm thankful for what life had offers me, it just I believe there is more. And I want to achieve that MORE because I feels like I'm marching but the result as if I'm wandering....

Imaginary Friends

2010-05-09T17:50:00.008+08:00

Have you got one? Imaginary friend I mean... Nope?

Picture: Pauline Yiu, 2007@www.deviantart.com

Besides wonderful friends around me, I do have MANY imaginary friends. Most of them are my belongings.

Yes Tia... After Anas been taken away so cruelly, I stop to have any imaginary friend, FOR A WHILE. hehe...

Then, comes a friend, who taught me to be nice to EVERYTHING, not only to EVERYBODY but also EVERYTHING. From there on, not only I say thanks to almost all instrument that help me through the day like printers, computers, and machine, but I also talk to them.

My favourite friend among them is my car, namely Chibi. I feel so in touch with her. One day, I asked her, why the car doesn't perform well, I feel like she said that her leg hurts. I stop at the petrol station nearby to fill in the air, to my disbelief, the tyre was cut open. I could see the wire inside it. Since it was at the petrol station, so I asked for help to change the tyre. I just can't imagine what will happened to me if I continue the journey.

I know it just a lucky coincident rather than me talking to her, but yea.. why not being nice to everything around us isn't?.

So, be nice to everybody, be nice to everything. We never knew when the kindness come back to us in a very miraculous way. Have a good day being nice.

Yes,
Me self also need to be nice!

*Anas is a cute yellow fridge magnet duck. Miss him...

** Kindness, like a boomerang, always returns. ~Author Unknown

Untitled

2010-04-27T15:29:00.003+08:00

Empty... Lost... And lonely.

And these feelings are strangers to me though once they were my best friend.

Ever since you came, they hid in the colors of a dark night.

Suddenly they appear, like a fireworks in daylight.

Obvious but disturbing.

Shhh...

Happiness are peeping.

One Minute

2010-04-23T21:52:00.001+08:00

Appreciation

2010-04-21T13:32:00.002+08:00

Last week had been a very long and tiring week. Many activities ran concurrent and it sucks my energy and patience.

The system drives me crazy. We stayed back until 2 am to do adjusting. Again and again. The engineer who suppose to be my enemy at the moment is someone I really look up to. Being very committed at work, sharp and hardworking... He gets my WOW!. He taught me many things about engineering and it knocks me hard. At that moment, all I know he is somebody from the company. Pull-stop.

SURPRISE!!!! Today, I know he is the CEO of the company. WOW WOW... My chin drops.

It is not the CEO thingy that receive my salutation. It is all about his attitude towards his work, the determination to solve the problem, and the engineers attitude that I haven't seen for quite sometimes. The CEO factor is really an additional spice to this admiration to his work attitude. Can you imagine CEO for Class A Contractor is doing the adjusting by himself at 2 am?

He carries what he said. Real gentleman I should call him. However, since the system still facing some difficulties, I have to be a petty client and keep on make his job harder and harder. Seriously, I wish I could be someone like him. One day...

A Note To A Friend

2010-04-19T12:37:00.006+08:00

My friend,

When the reality hits you hard, and it seems far from what you dream of, believe me... you are just a few steps away from your fate. Never give in... Never doubt... If you need to rest, slow down your phase, but never surrender. Take your step with a little bit more patient, one by one... Keep the prayer close to your heart. And when you feel lonely as no one ever listen to you, He is always there, to love and to protect someone as wonderful as you are. I might not be the best friend you wished for, but I do hope you are blessed and loved by Him for all the kindness and support that you shared with me. Keep your chin up, put back the smile on your lips, and face the world with courage. Be patient, and the pain will wash away...

Image: Hand by deckchairs@deviantart

Forgiveness

2010-04-08T12:18:00.002+08:00

Thanks you my Almighty... Because the strength that you gave me, I was able to apologize to him to save the situation. And today, here I am, standing as a proud girl, to communicate with him as usual. And the sweetest part, he admit it... Thank you.

The Boss

2010-03-26T08:16:00.006+08:00

Despite my love-hate relationship with my former boss, there are something I miss about her which is the biggest reason I was quite close to her. It is her ability to understand me.

There are one time, I was bombarded with so many difficulties at a time, persona, financial, family, name it. I thought I couldn't take it anymore. So I went to see and explain to her, that I'm not at my best condition, thus I might not deliver the tasks she wants me to. We discuss about a few things and towards the end of the conversation, meself came out with the idea that during that critical period of time she should monitor my work more frequently in order to keep the work momentum. She agreed. And both of us save our days...

I can't be like her, but I hope I do spare that much room of openness in conversation with my staff.

Thank you boss... Thank you for the trust.

P/S: Thank you darcysdarkheart@DEVIANTART

Dream

2010-03-25T13:50:00.001+08:00

Only a dream, can be truly free;
Because it always does;
and it always does will be.

STUBBORN

2010-03-22T13:30:00.003+08:00

Me: Sometimes I don't understand why people says I'm stubborn. I think, most of the times, I'm the one who back off.

He: You back off, but you'll leave the impression that you still not agree with it. You back off just for the sake to avoid argument.

* This short conversation make me realizes how stubborn I am. Thanks for understanding me well.

Speedy Recovery

2010-03-15T12:16:00.003+08:00

All these while, I keep mentioning how I miss my old friends in my previous company. Almost neglecting my new friends here in my new place.

Last Saturday, the car drove by my lil friends here met with an accident right in front of my eyes. The car was spinning, flying and tipping just 2 meters away from mine. Only God knows how I feel that time. I need to have control over my own car in the same time my hands already reaching out for my phone to call for help. My body trembling, really afraid the worst might happened to them.

Thank God, even though the car seems completely damage, but they are alive. To think aback, it is such a miracle, how the three of them were thrown out of the car and having only minor injuries. I just can't imagine the situation, if they were trapped inside the car. The injuries might be more severe.

Anyway, the incident make me realize that I love them as how much I love my friends in my previous company. They might be a lil younger than I am, but their presence bring as much joy into my life, but of course in different way, because they are different people.

Now, I'm in office without them. I hope, they will come back to office as soon as possible, and bring back the 'hype' into the office.

Appreciate what you have in hands, because you never knew when you might lose it.

To three of you,
Get well soon. VERY soon. The office is too quite without all of you.

My lil phone is back!

2010-03-08T13:05:00.003+08:00

My lil phone is back after been admitted to hospital (phone hospital of course). Though it's only have 2 MP camera, but enough for me to capture special moment to be inserted into this blog. Yay!!!

THE CURSE

2010-02-25T10:06:00.004+08:00

Yes... I'm a girl. So what?

I feel cheated with you guys. FINE if you are consultants, or contractors or whatever you are.. but playing nice in front of me and then insulting me at the back??? Hiding the facts from me??? What do you think I am? BOZO? Oh well... nice charade you play.

I wish I didn't go there and bring back this burdened feeling. I wish I know nothing about all of you. I wish I don't have to do what I did for you. I wish all of you just a flying dust that pass me by.

Seriously, how should I face all these hypocrites? Curse you!!!

The Thing I Miss To Do

2010-02-19T13:08:00.004+08:00

I miss my stupid Saturday.

Wake up early in the morning, have a good breakfast, get myself a cup of latte, and drive straight to the airport. Park my car, and read. Be it magazine, newspaper or book. Spend hours for reading, enjoying latte, catching up to the latest hits, healing my soul with the views, projecting hope by seeing the flight pass by. I miss my stupid Saturday...

Result: Happy heart and recharged spirit to see tomorrow.

P/S: Owh... Congratulations to Ekkie for the newborn baby.

Valuable Lesson 2

2010-02-05T13:03:00.005+08:00

Working out late last night. Had a good conversation with one wise guy. We always be reminded to keep positive, very rare we were guided on how to take the pain / hardship.

According to him "Enjoy the pain, eventually the payback of the hard work will come back to you". The harder the grapes are squeezed, the better the wine we get."

To all hardworking fellows, never give up. Just give out your best and live & enjoy every moment of your life.

Thank you Mr Wise Man for a chat that knocked my head.

Trust & Entrusted

2010-02-02T13:16:00.003+08:00

Everyday, we pray "show us the right path".

And yet, we still doubt the path that we chose.

Then why, in the end of the day, the challenge always come back to us? Hits us right to the face, punches us, stabs us, brings out the animal inside us. To the extend, we surrender, and admit this is not our game, and yet the game must goes on. We fight barehanded, to survive.

Is it because of our incompetency that we are challenged? Or simply, because HE never stop believing in us?

If HE believes in us, so who are we to deny that?

If Today Was Your Last Day

2010-01-28T17:47:00.003+08:00

"Live each moment like your last"- is the phrase I'm holding on to. Tired. Restless.

If you know today is your last day, what will you do???

Yay!!!

2010-01-21T17:33:00.003+08:00

Can't wait to meet my beloved friends... YAY!!!

Tenno & Ibu Adam, mamo jeles haaa...

It seems like just yesterday I was freaking mad at all the people who pissed me off... suddenly, by today... everything vanished, like it's all flushed to the drain. Good. I'm happy. At least, I let go the heavy load.

For the people who suddenly came, and cheer me up, thank you.

Tag From Puan Q - Glasses

2010-01-16T12:40:00.006+08:00

Terpanggil nak menjawab tag dari Puan Q kite... well... here I am...

1. Sejak bila anda mula berkaca mata?
12

2. Bagaimana anda tahu yang anda memerlukan kacamata ketika itu?
Sebab dah tak boleh duduk belakang sekali... hahhaha

3. Berapa ‘power’ pada permulaan anda berkaca mata (anggaran)?
100 & 150

4. Jenis/bentuk kaca mata anda yang pertama?
Frame plastic kaler silver

5. Jenis/bentuk kaca mata anda yang terkini?
The best I ever have. Void black frame. The lenses is hold by a string at the back of the frame. It looks like I'm wearing 2 layers of spec.

6. Berapa power terkini anda (anggaran)?
375 & 450

7. Berapa banyak koleksi kaca mata yang anda ada dari dulu hingga kini (anggaran)?
Banyak

8. Jika anda ada sentiment tidak suka berkaca mata, sila nyatakan sebab musababnya.
I like wearing glasses.

9. Yang mana anda lebih gemar. Kaca mata atau contact lens? Kenapa ?
Glasses... Used to it

10. Optometrist pilihan anda?
The one with unique frames

11. Pasangan anda berkaca mata ?
Hahaha

12. Apa pandangan anda pada kanak2 yang memakai kaca mata?
Pity them

Shall I tag others? tak payah la... but you are always welcome to continue this tagging. Link pun tak payahla... Ni kiranya sekadar menjawab semua soalan Puan Q.

Sense of time...

2010-01-14T17:29:00.003+08:00

This week I lost my sense of time... And maybe a part of my sanity. Never in my life, prepared to work like this. It drains out my energy, mentally and physically. Every night, I'm thankful for having a chance to sleep and a chance to release my tense by talking to people who cares bout me. It's a bless that I hope will never taken away from me.

Actually, to think aback, this week is not really a bad week. It contains tears, extreme angers, deep emotions, grunge, and also cares and loves. Besides the headache and 'lepas tangan' by some, I was taken care nicely by my sweet Yuna (buakan nama sebenar, as usual. Thank you for getting me my breakfast at times I never expected), supported by Famil's twin (yes... he really looks like Famil. And thanks for coordinating the meeting. Really appreciate it.), Nigella give out her full energy to help me through the event, though she doesn't have to do so, and so on....

This is the small small things that I wish I never forget. The kindness and beauty of a friendship. I hope, in the future, when things went bad, I'll smile reading this entry. Coz that's what happen when I read the previous entry.

Dear Me,
Life is full of surprises. We never know what will happen to us next. Just hope and pray for the best.

Dear Al-Mighty,
Please don't let me go astray from Your meaningful path.

Friendship

2010-01-13T12:03:00.004+08:00

I received an sms written:

SMS: I miss working with u and serena.

All I wanna say, I miss it too... What we are facing through right now is harder because we lost the comfort place. I'm glad during that particular time, we had each other, to keep us strong and sane.

Picture: by Electrificado@deviantart

New Year, New Class

2010-01-05T18:26:00.002+08:00

I'm lecturing...

Thee thee thee...

It just a short course for graduated students. The topics are all about GMP. But slowly I turn myself into HR manager yg sebuk2 bagi tips macam mana nak carik kerja and promote yourself during the interview. Macam la bagus kan... at least the ability as Master of Jedi of Bullshitting works for me HaR HaR HaR...

Look forward for the next class...

Biggest Loser

2009-12-28T12:11:00.002+08:00

"Yes, I'm fat, but you are ugly. At least I can diet". Penah baca statement tu kat kete sape ntah... macam cool je... hihi...

Ye... semalam ada kawan tanya, how's life... as always, pertanyaan sedemikian akan dijawab 'ok, nothing to be proud of'. Then it takes me to think a while, betul ke takde pape untuk di proud of? Ye la, tak sambung belajar, tak kawen lagi, tak dapat anak lagi, dan berbagai lagi la yg belum...

Tetiba datang idea... eh.. I should be proud of myself la... penat aku menjaga diri, menjaga makan dan exercise 6 bulan ni, dan menurunkan 12 kilo... takkan la tak bagi peluang kat diri yg takde pape ini berasa happy dan takbur sket... Jadi, kesimpulannya, I have somethin to share with, I manage to be 12 kg thinner than last 6 months. =)

Happy??? of course... got another kgs to be cincang!!!

What should I do to marry a rich guy?

2009-12-23T09:07:00.003+08:00

Just wanna share a hilarious story. Wink wink... (credit to Hafizul for forwarding this).

A young and pretty lady posted this on a popular forum:

I'm going to be honest of what I'm going to say here.
I'm 25 this year. I'm very pretty, have style and good taste. I wish to
marry a guy with $500k annual salary or above.
You might say that I'm greedy, but an annual salary of $1M is considered
only as middle class in New York .
My requirement is not high. Is there anyone in this forum who has an
income of $500k annual salary? Are you all married?
I wanted to ask: what should I do to marry rich persons like you?
Among those I've dated, the richest is $250k annual income, and it seems
that this is my upper limit.
If someone is going to move into high cost residential area on the west
of New York City Garden ( ? ) , $250k annual income is not enough.

I'm here humbly to ask a few questions:

1) Where do most rich bachelors hang out? (Please list down the names and
addresses of bars, restaurant, gym)

2) Which age group should I target?

3) Why most wives of the riches are only average-looking? I've met a few
girls who don't have looks and are not interesting, but they are able to
marry rich guys.

4) How do you decide who can be your wife, and who can only be your
girlfriend? (my target now is to get married)

Ms. Pretty

An awesome reply from CEO of J.P. Morgan:

Dear Ms. Pretty,

I have read your post with great interest. Guess there are lots of girls
out there who have similar questions like yours. Please allow me to
analyse your situation as a professional investor.
My annual income is more than $500k, which meets your requirement, so I
hope everyone believes that I'm not wasting time here.
From the standpoint of a business person, it is a bad decision to marry
you.

The answer is very simple, so let me explain.
Put the details aside, what you're trying to do is an exchange of
"beauty" and "money" : Person A provides beauty, and Person B pays for
it, fair and square.
However, there's a deadly problem here, your beauty will fade, but my
money will not be gone without any good reason.
The fact is, my income might increase from year to year, but you can't be
prettier year after year. Hence from the viewpoint of economics, I am
an appreciation asset, and you are a depreciation asset. It's not just
normal depreciation, but exponential depreciation. If that is your only
asset, your value will be much worse 10 years later.
By the terms we use in Wall Street, every trading has a position, dating
with you is also a "trading position".
If the trade value dropped we will sell it and it is not a good idea to
keep it for long term - same goes with the marriage that you wanted. It
might be cruel to say this, but in order to make a wiser decision any
assets with great depreciation value will be sold or "leased".
Anyone with over $500k annual income is not a fool; we would only date
you, but will not marry you.
I would advice that you forget looking for any clues to marry a rich guy.
And by the way, you could make yourself to become a rich person with
$500k annual income.
This has better chance than finding a rich fool.

Hope this reply helps. If you are interested in "leasing" services, do
contact me.

signed,
J.P. Morgan CEO

The week is over...

2009-12-18T15:21:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I'm talking through the phone with my Ex-Boss. Brief her what I'm doing, basically the same task in previous company with some few more additional tasks. Ironic but funny advice from her "don't show it all, or you'll have to do it all". But you did that to me last time kan???

Me, Friendship, Ignorance and SUGGESTION PLEASE...

2009-12-13T14:29:00.009+08:00

More than 2 months ago, I received a wonderful parcel from a wonderful friend of mine.

I love the content of the parcel, I love it until I don't have the courage even to say thanks. Yes, please be mad of me for the act of ignorance to the kindness of a friend. I love the content of the parcel. I just love the book. I read every page of it carefully, read it word by word, digest it slowly and try to embrace every mean it could bring. It just wonderful.

I don't mean to be ignorance by not saying thanks, I just keep wondering what is the best way to say thanks. I'm afraid to call since she is very busy. I don't have beautiful words to text her, and I don't have ample time to come down and straight away go to her office. But I want to let her know that she is one of the special friend that I'll remember.

My fellow friends,
Could you please suggest any possible way for me to say thanks to her? Or maybe a phone call suffice?

P/S: For having a quite bearable life here, I miss my wonderful FRIENDS.

Why I Read Karim Raslan

2009-10-08T22:02:00.003+08:00

With his 3rd anthology in my hand, now I'm ready to share why I read his write-ups.

1. It's fun. You'll find information and wits in an article or short stories.

2. It's simple. He needs only a few pages or half a page column (in paper) to share with us his point of view. For a lazy bump like me, who care less bout details, this is SIMPLY AWESOME.

3. Patriotism. Most of his write ups tell about Malaysia or Asia. The subject matter is very familiar and while he compare with his other half blood, it seems justified. Not too boot licking and yet not too resistance.

4. Superb vocabulary. He is a lawyer and half blood English. What else can I say.

5. Balance. Like point No 3, there is a sense of balance in his articles. I can't help feeling contempt reading his articles.

6. Metaphor. Not only Dr. House M.D knows how to use metaphor (how I wish Dr. House really exist!).

I guess enough for now. I don't think my friends want to know this, but I believe some credit should goes to Mr. Karim Raslan for writing such a cool articles. (His brother, Kam Raslan also write and have same kind of wits in his writing).

Dam Dam DUm... Bunyi Mercun

2009-09-14T16:04:00.004+08:00

Wee...

Dapat cuti lama...

For the first time, dapat cuti lama untuk hari raya...

HAPPY!!!!

Picture courtesy from: WMLIU

Before, I always have to be in the office on the 3rd raya coz most of my colleague is married. Since I'm single, I'm the best candidate to be office decoration on the 3rd raya. Usually there will be living 'pharmacopoeia', a few non-muslim staff, and a few unfortunate staff like me. As everybody know, though we are there, nothing much can be done. Teamwork!!! No work without a team. Get it??? Plus, we are still in lemang mood, talking about hari raya, gossiping, and laze around since the boss was not around... hihi

Here, my boss don't have to 'kipas'ing anyone, thus, I am free to take leave. My boss said 'You can take ur work home if you wanted to, but you have to prepare some Raya Cookies as well... '. Ngengenege.... Thanks Boss for being very considerate.

Selamat Hari Raya to all...

Thousand apology for all the wrong-doing, wrong-saying and wrong-intention. Hope this Raya will bring much much more happiness and joy to your life.

Life is short. Like pakcik said 'ambik yang baik-baik saja'...

Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin.

Sincerely,
::Syaja:: the blog owner

Finally I Found You...

2009-09-09T08:45:00.003+08:00

After a long journey, at last I found you... Journey through South East Asia... Again I was fascinated and mesmerized by him, his writing, and his wit. This long years of yearning of his writings really worth it... Ceritalah 2 : The Journey Through SEA meets my expectation. I can't wait to read the third one, Ceritalah 3 : Malaysia A Dream Deferred.

Why I love his writing? Will be explained in later episode of 'not so rajin of me to blog since I'm quite occupied here'. :D

Till then, Ramadhan Mubarak.Thank you DeviantArt.

P/S: And it was a beautiful weekend, thank you for your hospitality and thank you for making my day. Din, why la tak bgtau u canceled iftar at ur uncle's? Look forward to meet many others...

Mesej Khidmat Masyarakat - H1N1

2009-08-10T15:20:00.003+08:00

Kepada sesiapa yang ada simptom-simptom URTI (Upper Respitory Tract Infection), atau ayat mudah nye sakit batuk-batuk, selsema, demam, sakit tekak, dan sakit badan:

1. Sila dapatkan khidmat perubatan (klinik, hospitak, klinik desa, etc)
2. Minum air banyak-banyak
3. Makan buah banyak-banyak (epal hijau & oren)-to get enough of vitamins. it can't hurt, but might help
4. Minum susu
5. Stay away from trouble - tak payah la nak pegi tempat sesak2 a.k.a pasar malam
6. Kalau doktor kasik antibiotik, makan sampai abis.
7. Ingat semua jenis ubat yg dimakan sepanjang tempoh sakit, in case dokter nak buat reference...
8. Doa banyak-banyak...

7 Wasiat Raja Melayu

2009-08-07T16:31:00.005+08:00

At times when more and more Malaysian are infected with H1N1 virus, local media kept themselves busy with 7 wasiat? Local authority still busy with their "political campaign" (read - bullshitting)? People are dying... Do something!!!

Valuable Lesson

2009-08-02T19:30:00.003+08:00

Receive a valuable lesson from an anonymous uncle at Pasar Pagi...

I was asking at the hawker, why the apples got hole... And this uncle next to me said... "pilih yang elok-elok saja".

Well... he got the point. Why complaint if you still have the option. And the option, join him to find good apples.

Life is so like that...

Product Gagal!!! Tertekan!!!!

2009-07-24T09:28:00.003+08:00

Mendapat pesanan yg agak luar biasa:
1. Spongebob
2. Rama-rama
3. Bebas

Namun... It turns out not so well because it is my first time with the method. Guess my sis would agree.
Some I would say OKlaaa, but other some is so serabut. Argh... Wish I could buy some more time.

I like the jelly thing. So nice and colorful.

My post-moterm report will be:

1. Too much element
2. No clear concept
3. Not consistent

CUPCAKES!!!

2009-07-20T09:15:00.004+08:00

This is my recently develop favorite past time. Not much bout baking or eating, but decorating. This is for Puan Dura, hope you enjoy it.

While these are for the customer. The theme is pink, so please let it be pink. Bukan kehendak fikiran. :p

Hopefully this pics enough for Nas to drool, enough for FJ and Anne who need updates, enough for Pelukis Itu for art evaluation and ... To Choco Foutain, D3mon|c, and Tenno, Insya-Allah, ada hari turun sana, I'll bring some for you...

P/S: The towkey complaint... takde nama die... You can always browse to her blog to check out more cuppies. Business adik beradik... hehehe

My New Experience in New Place

2009-06-23T12:41:00.004+08:00

Working here is very "new". From biotech, I made a nice U-turn to pharmaceutical industry in which, I have zero knowledge in it. It is a GAMBLE.

I start to crack my head. I know I’m starting late. I blame it on me cause I was busy, completing jobs from previous company. Stupido me. But, hey... it’s me.

I start to learn scientific name of the drugs we usually consumed, like Mefenamic Acid for Ponstel (usually pronounced as Ponstant). I start to flip flop the USP... Thanks to Mademoiselle Head of QC, for introducing me with USP and teach me how to make use of this “thick boring book that contains a lot of information but can bring you to sleep”. I start to do a lot of thing that once in previous company I was so thankful that I did not have to bother about it like meeting with suppliers, dealing with finance, reviewing documents, etc. Rasakan sendiri... LOLZ to me-self.

It is experience of a lifetime. Hopefully this move will bring me benefits and lots of new adventure.

Welcome Tenno!!!
D3mon|c & Ibu Adam, your time will come. oh... And also Choco Fountain, and also Mama Nana, and also ... (the list continue i guess).

Anonymous Lawyer

2009-06-22T17:52:00.002+08:00

In awe with Anonymous Lawyer. Funny and witty. Must read for those who loves sarcasm. Visit his website as in ::The Writers::.

Thanks to FJ for the book.

Looking forward to read "The Man In Iron Mask".

-End-

Pasar Pagi @ Pasar Cina

2009-06-11T12:36:00.004+08:00

Near to my house, there is Pasar Pagi, or people call it here as 'Pasar Cina' because most of the penjaja are Chinese. It takes less than 10 mins walking from my house to get to Pasar Pagi.

The Pasar Pagi is more or less like pasar malam, but less ready made food (nasi lemak, ayam goreng, murtabak, apam balik and stuff). Here, they sell very fresh veggie and fruits, poultry and two or three stalls selling ready made breakfast.

To my amusement, they also sell strawberries, cherries, nectarine, lemon and some rare vegie. It is so fresh as compared to supermarket. Even the price is cheaper, if I were to compare the price with KL price.

(Yes... I googled the pics. Manala tau lupa rupa cherry macam mana.. wink wink)

Oh... here, they sell the best Tau Fu Fa!!! Come come, I belanja makan tau fu fa and soya milk.

The Pasar Pagi is there since before I were born. I remember following my late Tok (grandma) to pasar. That time I was so happy if Tok bring me to pasar. And now, I accompany my Mummy to pasar every morning (o_o)v. Though I am not as excited visiting pasar pagi as I were a kid, but I still like pasar pagi very much.

The idea of Pasar Pagi is very practical. There should be MORE pasar pagi to cater the need of fresh foods for healthy citizen!!!

Now, here I am

2009-06-09T09:54:00.004+08:00

After a week, I think I've got my license to say what I feel about my new job.

Of course, there are SO MANY things I miss in my old company, but I have to live in present kan...

My routine activities is getting better (at least in this 2 weeks). I can wake up voluntarily without the alarm ringing, healthier foods, more time to read and etc.

While my job scope, is far wider that I expected. I don't know how I'm going to go about it, but I have to give it a try.

I have 3 different boss, with 3 different mentality regarding the project. Yay... as always.

I miss my friends back then in my previous company. So many faces and memories. Especially my Makan2 mate, my Alamanda mate, my Clark mate, my Biggest Loser mate, my Reading mate erm... my Walkie-Talkie mate, my Futsal mate, my Gossip mate, my Apple mate and the list goes on.

And here, besides I have to start all over again, I believe it is going to be different.

The view here is great! On the hilltop. But I still miss KLIA. The place I ran to whenever I think I have no place to go and hid big self.

Shouldn't I write about my new job?

Anyway, I'm adapting with my new job, and environment. The rest, is memories. But friendship remains, whenever we are.

Credit to: Poleena@deviantart

New Day

2009-06-02T08:30:00.001+08:00

My new day, at new place with new faces...

Owh... pagi tadi kene tahan polis on the way nak pegi keje... Apahal!

VENTING

2009-05-20T13:12:00.004+08:00

I'm leaving...
So? What' s the big deal?

You want me to feel more miserable? Is that gonna make you happy? Are you happy now?

Leaving makes me feel miserable enough. I don't need any MSG to add to the original taste of LEAVING.

Make fun of it... Sure... Hell sure... In the end of the day, I'm ME-MYSELF-WHO-EASILY-GET-VERY-VERY-ANGRY!!!!

And don't anybody dare to tell me to leave that blue jacket here. Of course I'll leave it coz I don't want it. I even use my OWN stationery. Don't crack me that kind of stupid damn annoying jokes on my face when me myself is trying hard to get hold of myself.

Of course leaving is a happy things to do; but I'm still human full with emotion. Don't easily assume that I don't feel anything.

AND PLEASE STOP ANNOYING ME!!!
Let me with my few days be here in peace.

AND

2009-05-19T15:24:00.002+08:00

So many things to share, yet too lazy to write.

and so confused

and so don't now what to do

and wish I could buy some more time

and wish it could be happening very soon

and hope I could ease the burden

and hope to release from this spell

and to be what I am

and to search the old me

and to venture new self

and all

becoming the confused me

for yesterday, now and tomorrow

COUNT DOWN!!!

2009-05-13T16:10:00.002+08:00

So hard to let go,

So fragile to hold,

Life;

Full of surprises.

HAPPY

2009-04-30T14:37:00.002+08:00

And The Result..

2009-04-29T10:26:00.002+08:00

Tunggu...

Unrequited love in Bangkok

2009-04-10T20:17:00.005+08:00

Had a very very short visit to Bangkok. If it is not for the company, won't take that very short trip.

The trip was very short, but I fell in love. And I believe I would never find the same love as the one I found in Bangkok.

Though the memories together was very limited, but the deep feeling linger in my heart.

Wish we could be together, but it just a dream. A lot of restriction. Time, budget, and guilt. Don't want to be blame for leaving the old love behind.

It just me.

Thus, I have to let the picture of my love faded with the sweetest memories of Bangkok.

Picture taken with my love.

Been a while...

2009-04-10T20:10:00.003+08:00

It's been a while... Away... from blogspot.

Life - ok.

Work wise - ok.

Health - ok.

Everything - ok.

So... what more?

Nothing to rumble da ramba...

Life as it is... =)

Praying and wishing for the blessing from above. And may thing gets better with time.

Holding On

2009-03-15T12:27:00.001+08:00

In the end of the day, it is always you yourself to hold on to.

Smile Of A Stranger

2009-03-12T17:16:00.008+08:00

Divine beaut in the smile of a stranger;
That passed by me;
In a glimpse of the shadow;

Appear;

Disappear;

Vanish with the sweetest memory of life.

Archello@DeviantArt

Alamak!!!

2009-03-06T15:22:00.004+08:00

Mula-mula, skeptik la jugak tengok waffles cap baru ni...

Seperti biasa... curiosity kills the cat. Alamak!!!... macam mana la plak bole jumpe wrapper koyak ni... mesti QC die tak amik sample 2% or 4 container or which one is greater nih... Nasib la end user kat M'sia tak macam end user kat negara omputeh...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

2009-03-03T15:43:00.004+08:00

Speki Kun...

Happy Birthday.

Borrow a quote from Harriet Tubman, he said;
Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.

And I really mean it.

Spek, Happy Birthday. Glad to have you in my circle of friends.Picture: Deviant Art / Gandionco

Nasihat dari Jepun

2009-02-25T08:27:00.002+08:00

Kalau salah, jadi fitnah.
Kalau betul, jadi umpat.

Itulah nasihat dari kawan berkenaan post di bawah. Huhu. At this age, glas to receive such an advise when everything seems so wrong, it makes me wonder, how lucky I am to have such a wonderfuls friends around me.

Not just him, but also many others... Need me to list down? tak payahla. U know who you are.

Pasal post di bawah, tidak berbaur politik, sekadar perasaan selepas menonton Curious Incident of Benjamin Button.

Oh, satu lagi nasihatnya, you are accountable of what you write, here and hereafter.

Common sense, but nice to be reminded on such things.

The Curious Incident of Benjamin Toyo

2009-02-23T13:24:00.003+08:00

Have you watch the movie? Don't you think he also live a mysterious life like that?

Ah... no wonder he is acting childish nowadays...

Ray of Light

2009-02-04T19:39:00.003+08:00

Keep swimming... Half way to go...

Kuantan!!!

Here I come!!! Woohooo!!!

DISTURBED 04

2009-01-23T13:59:00.005+08:00

Today should be my day, but it turns out to be my 'disturbed' day. All the energy and smiles flush to the drain. Thanks to the Almighty for keeping my sanity at the time, I urgently need it to face the audit next week.

Anyway... Enjoy the story. Cut and paste from Inspiration Peak. Pathetic I am indeed need to find consolation through reading all this motivation articles. Like... who cares isn't?

I'm a Ham radio operator and spend some time working with radios and electronics. So when I heard this story it really made me think! I hope that you will find some application in your own life as well...

A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the basement shack with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning, turned into one of those lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it.

I turned the dial up into the phone portion of the band on my ham radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning swap net. Along the way, I came across an older sounding chap, with a tremendous signal and a golden voice. You know, the kind, he sounded like he should be in the broadcasting business. He was telling whomever he was talking with something about "a thousand marbles".

I was intrigued and stopped to listen to what he had to say. "Well, Tom, it sure sounds like you're busy with your job. I'm sure they pay you well but it's a shame you have to be away from home and your family so much. Hard to believe a young fellow should have to work sixty or seventy hours a week to make ends meet. Too bad you missed your daughter's dance recital."

He continued, "Let me tell you something, Tom, something that has helped me keep a good perspective on my own priorities." And that's when he began to explain his theory of "a thousand marbles."

"You see, I sat down one day and did a little arithmetic. The average person lives about seventy-five years. I know, some live more and some live less, but on average, folks live about seventy-five years."

"Now then, I multiplied 75 times 52 and I came up with 3,900, which is the number of Saturdays that the average person has in their entire lifetime. Now stick with me Tom, I'm getting to the important part."

"It took me until I was fifty-five years old to think about all this in any detail," he went on, "and by that time I had lived through over twenty-eight hundred Saturdays. I got to thinking that if I lived to be seventy-five, I only had about a thousand of them left to enjoy."

"So I went to a toy store and bought every single marble they had. I ended up having to visit three toy stores to round-up 1,000 marbles. I took them home and put them inside of a large, clear plastic container right here in the shack next to my gear. Every Saturday since then, I have taken one marble out and thrown it away."

"I found that by watching the marbles diminish, I focused more on the really important things in life. There is nothing like watching your time here on this earth run out to help get your priorities straight."

"Now let me tell you one last thing before I sign-off with you and take my lovely wife out for breakfast. This morning, I took the very last marble out of the container. I figure if I make it until next Saturday then I have been given a little extra time. And the one thing we can all use is a little more time."

"It was nice to meet you Tom, I hope you spend more time with your family, and I hope to meet you again."

You could have heard a pin drop on the radio when this fellow signed off. I guess he gave us all a lot to think about. I had planned to work on the antenna that morning, and then I was going to meet up with a few hams to work on the next club newsletter. Instead, I went upstairs and woke my wife up with a kiss.

"C'mon honey, I'm taking you and the kids to breakfast."

"What brought this on?" she asked with a smile.

"Oh, nothing special, it's just been a long time since we spent a Saturday together with the kids. Hey, can we stop at a toy store while we're out? I need to buy some marbles."

In addition;

If we are not happy and joyous at this season,
for what other season shall we wait
and for what other time shall we look?

Abdul-Bahai

Nvm, it just a sweet reminder for me self. Wish me luck!!!

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Long Holiday to frens.

Multipurpose Car

2009-01-11T17:46:00.005+08:00

An ideal Mini Cooper suppose to race on the road.

But this one can do other thing besides that.

It can be a decoration at shopping mall.

And also a garbage bin!!!
Come on la... macam takde tong sampah je kat situ...

The End of 2008

2008-12-31T13:40:00.000+08:00

2008 ends beautifully.

My best friend engaged with her knight in shining armor & cheerful Choco Fountain safely deliver a beautiful baby girl.

Hopefully, with all these beautiful things around me, 2009 promise me a wonderful years ahead.

Resolution? Never believe in New Year Resolution because I always believe, the best time to change is NOW.

Happy Holiday. Have a wonderful journey ahead.

Welcome 2009!

Picture: DeviantArt by ManicBerry

Outing With LOVING Couples and Lovely Children

2008-12-23T18:35:00.000+08:00

The gang meet again, this time at Bubba Gump, The Curve.

Thanks to Mr. Sponsor & his lovely wife. The dinner was great, and I believe everybody had a great fun. :)

To Choco Fountain and husband (not to forget 3+1 beautiful kids), thanks for coordinating, transporting and entertaining us with the 'Perfume'.

And to D3mon|c & 'lovely wife' to be, hang out with you spells "FUN".

And me? Enjoying every beautiful second of my life with all these lovely people around me. Life is a bless to be cherished.

The foods? YUMMY...

The satisfied faces? Tak sempat nak amik gambar as I were also contempt in kekenyangan.
:-)

P/S: Bubba Gump is as Forrest Gump. Thus the concept is actually "Forrest Gump". We kindda eager waiting for the quiz (while waiting the order to arrive, usually they will give us quiz, regarding the movie) but maybe due to the heavy traffic, there were no quiz :( (as if kalau ada, bole jawab pun kan???)

Ok, my quiz... Sila sambung ayat di bawah...

Mamma says's stupid is as ......

Library for Orphanage

2008-12-16T08:04:00.000+08:00

The project returns, with bigger hope and bigger aspiration.

For details, please visit this site.

Three passions have governed my life:
The longings for love, the search for knowledge,
And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind].

Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.
In the union of love I have seen
In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision
Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.

With equal passion I have sought knowledge.
I have wished to understand the hearts of [people].
I have wished to know why the stars shine.

Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,
But always pity brought me back to earth;
Cries of pain reverberated in my heart
Of children in famine, of victims tortured
And of old people left helpless.
I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,
And I too suffer.

This has been my life; I found it worth living.

Beautifully written by : Bertrand Russel

Picture credit: DeviantArt

Failure

2008-12-11T11:58:00.000+08:00

This is not the first time I fail to take care what I suppose to take care of.

Maybe, it is taken care better, so that it was taken away from me;

or i don't deserve it;

or it don't deserve me.

Hah... Dogma kebaikan sejagat aku tercabar lagi...

Selamat Hari Raya Qurban

2008-12-07T20:46:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Qurban.

Kepada sesiapa yang berkorban, semoga amal ibadah diberkati... Insya-Allah.

Bagi yang belum lagi, let's embrace the spirit of Qurban.

For those yang berkorban untuk company terchenta, God bless... :p (Specially dedicated to Tenno and D3mon|c)

Syaja... You ada delivery ye kat depan...

2008-11-26T14:20:00.003+08:00

Bukan 1, bukan 2, tapi 3 buku Pramoedya. Though it is not The Mute Soliloqui, but I'm not complaining :p

It is a pleasant surprise to see the parcel I received not in a box (since I'm expecting delivery from supplier as well). So, straight away tersengih2 sebab dah tau what I'll be having!

Even better when I realize I receive not just 1, or 2, but 3 Pramoedya. Woohoo... And when Ibu Adam come back from Singapore, it will add up to 4 books to gobble.

Special thanks untuk Encik Famil (in fact thanks sgt2), for spending some times to search for the books (though the toko buku sebesar ATM kiosk, is it?). Couldn't say anything more... SUKE... :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2008-11-25T08:20:00.000+08:00

Flash those dazzling smiles to heaven,
To recelebrate your existence to earth.

Happy Birthday (25 Nov 2008).
May you face decent and beautiful life, away from grievance.

YOGA Haramization

2008-11-23T18:44:00.000+08:00

I might be conservative in a way, but yea... guess a lil bit liberal...

I just can't understand how they can haramize the Yoga but, they couldn't arrest AYAH PIN which for me clearly deviate from the teaching.

Yoga is basically a form of exercise, like chi qong, tai chi (to name a few). It always when the practitioner want to climb the higher spirit of it, they start to recite weird chanting, mantra, and stuff like that. There are many muslim out there practicing Yoga, neglecting the chanting. Does this makes Yoga haram?

Even silat have the mandi bunga, mandi minyak rituals and all sort of doubtness. Why it is not been HARAMIZED? Not to include "Pendamping" and stuff.

Prevention is better that cure. True. But, instead banning/ haraming the exercise, why not implementing other measures (FIRST, before implementing the haramization) that feed the same purpose like;

1. Educate people about Aqidah
2. Educate people about Solah
3. Create new stylish exercise (well, we like to be in trend :p)
4. Or prepare muslim yoga / exercise center (without mantra / chanting)

On point no. 1 and 2, I bet many don't understand the secret behind every posture during Solah. Solah, is also a source of exercise. Every step lies spiritual and physical meaning (some of the yoga posture, macam posture solah).

This kind of information should be shared so that everybody would perform the 5 times prayers plus the sunnah with spiritual and scientific understanding. Kalau tak, tak kan la kite jumpe ramai yang puasa tapi tak sembahyang. why? simply sebab puasa bole kurus... lol

Bukan la pulak nak mengajak orang sembahyang untuk exercise sahaja, but not everybody see things from the same point of view. sometimes, we could not agree even in one small minor thing. So, mulakan dengan yang mudah, lama kelamaan, dedahkan kepada yang lebih dalam.

It just my 2 cent. maybe 50 cent. I like yoga, as much i like tai chi and chi qong. this haramization is quite shocking since banyak lagi mende perlu diharamkan.

Additional notes:
1. Give alternative version of yoga, says Perlis Mufti
2. Hope the haramization process, goes parallel with the process of enhancing Muslim awareness about Aqidah. Once we all understand the same baseline, then the implementation of haramization will give effect.

Book Review: Saya Terbakar Amarah Sendirian

2008-11-16T11:55:00.002+08:00

Tittle: Saya Terbakar Amarah Sendirian
By: Pramoedya Ananta Toer, Andre Vltchek, and Rossie Indira

Special review for FJ.

For those been reading Pak Pram's book, there is nothing new in this tittle. It is more like a recap for his previous works, narrated in form of discussion by Pak Pram, Andre Vltchek, and Rossie Indira.

It just a bit of here and there of his general thinking about KUDETA 1965, pembentukan & kemusnahan budaya di Indonesia, a lil bit bout regim Soeharto, how Soekarno dijatuhkan... And of coz, future.

Nothing much elaborated in details bout his idea, unlike his other books. But then,for beginners like me, this book is sufficient to help me to have general idea bout who he was and what he was thinking.

I think whatever happened in our country now, is a slight repetation of what happened in Indo in the year 1965. Maybe tak seteruk itu, but the plot is pretty much the same.

P/S: IRIAN - Ini Republik Indonesia Anti Netherland
Jawanisme = fasisme Jawa

Choco Fountain - HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

2008-11-13T18:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Hope you will be having a sweet life as this sweetie. Wishing you all the best and may all the blessing will be poured upon you.

One sweet day, kite carik chocolate fountain yang macam ni eh...

Be Original!!!

2008-11-11T13:43:00.000+08:00

Selepas kejayaan hebat Ayat Ayat Cinta (sebuah novel cinta islamik), kini gedung buku dilambakkan dengan buku buku yang membawa genre yang sama.

If it is only its genre, it may be accepted. But what if they even copy / alter a bit the concept, the cover page, even the titles are almost the same.

These are the titles:

1. Kasidah Kasidah Cinta
2. Surah Surah Rindu
3. Zikir Zikir Cinta

These are the cover page (Note: All are women with hijab. It is good, but stop the exploitation dooh...):

Oh come on, Encik Producer, people won't read the same thing over and over again. It's like "HELLO???"

Rebranding

2008-11-10T12:23:00.000+08:00

My black and white butterfly evolves to beautifully colored species.

Thanks for the effort and time. Thanks sangat sangat.

SPORE

2008-11-07T14:53:00.001+08:00

Too busy with SPORE!!!

Penderaan Mental

2008-11-03T14:49:00.000+08:00

It was really a mental torture to browse all these in less than 1 hour...

Fine... better an hour than never kan...

At last manage to get a copy of Pramoedya.

And Dilema Melayu (not too late to study this I think).

And Islam, The Misunderstood Religion.

Bet there will be next visit. Thanks Chowrasta!

P/S: Mekasih ya because sudi nunggu gwe depan kantor pak polisi.

Drunken Driver Spotted at ::guess::

2008-10-24T11:43:00.000+08:00

*Am I lost???...(sambil lalala dalam kereta).

* Arghh... How I get in here???

* Confused... (As always...).

Happy Birthday!!!

2008-10-23T09:03:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday!!!

May all your wish will come true.

P/S: Cake/s menyusul nanti eh.... :)

Mates

2008-10-16T19:16:00.000+08:00

Start to understand why FRIENDS NOT EQUAL TO MATES.

There are no such thing as office friends, dorm friends, class friends ... They are all mates. Mates stand in its own class, serve it purposes and there it ends.

Unlike friendship, mates expect less, less responsibility, less sensitivity, less headache.

Many learn from this, and put barriers in their friendship so that they become mates.

I refuse to learn.