Second Chance

All I need is a second chance,
to make things right,
to turn darkness to bright;
so all the burdens feels so light.

Do I really need a second chance?
When it just a scattered dreams,
Layers of feelings, that overlapped with each other,
buried the real deal, hide the meaning, shut down everything

I just want to sit in one corner,
Not to cry,
Just want to be thankful,
For HE still lend me rationality and patient,
to see things objectively.
This challenge is the challenge that I dare not to try again,
as I would fall again and again to that sweet smile

I wish you well,
I wish you all the happiness,
May he bless you with the best of His blessing.
Im not the lucky one to be by your side, but I am lucky enough to realize that I always have Him by my side, everytime every single time.

Good night... I am tired. I wanna have rest from feelings. At least for a while.

7 Wasiat Raja Melayu

At times when more and more Malaysian are infected with H1N1 virus, local media kept themselves busy with 7 wasiat? Local authority still busy with their "political campaign" (read - bullshitting)? People are dying... Do something!!!

Again

Yay... At last, we know what to do with our moooney...Thank you for giving us the reason to empty our wallet. Love you KERAJAAN!!!

Boss & I

When I take a long time to finish,
I am slow,
When my boss takes a long time,
he is thorough

When I don't do it,
I am lazy,
When my boss does not do it,
he is busy,

When I do something without being told,
I am trying to be smart,
When my boss does the same,
he takes the initiative!

When I please my boss,
I am apple polishing,
When my boss pleases his boss,
he is cooperating,

When I make a mistake,
you're an idiot.
When my boss makes a mistake,
he's only human.

When I am out of the office,
I am wandering around.
When my boss is out of the office,
he's on business.

When I am on a day off sick,
I am always sick.
When my boss is a day off sick,
he must be very ill.

When I apply for leave,
I must be going for an interview
When my boss applies for leave,
it's because he's overworked

When I do good,
my boss never remembers,
When I do wrong,
he never forgets

Community Service II

13 April 2008 (ooo shoot!!! haven't wish Shah yet... allorrr... so forgetful I am)

4.00 p.m
Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan XXX

I went back early... (giggle)...

Overall the program is OK laaa (rating 1 - 5, i give 2.5). This program is to instill the awareness to my dear (pity) adik-adik sekolah menengah on the bombing (konon) biotech industry in Malaysia. YAY!!!

I just wondering, how bored the students are at the program. With all the ceramahs, the lengthy talks bout biotech, and you can see them over dose with biotech...

Before the ceramahs

During and after the ceramahs

Even the facilitator also overdosed with the word biotech

From the talk, there are a few statements that I kindly slash them. How la you scientist buat kesimpulan that easy. Ishk... And you please la... know your audience. You cannot simply campainging biotech here and there, claiming biotech is the current wave. Are we ready for it? Do the students ready to understand? Can't you make it more educational(ada roh sket) instead of memenuhi seruan kerajaan?

The statement 1: 2% from world population refuse to use GMO/GMP. This number is negligible...
2% from population is banyak OK!!! It is not negligible. 2% don't want to use biotech product because they UNDERSTAND very much that GMP may have side effect. It is not they don't know or they are stupid. Bozo!!! Even those who refuse to use GMP is the educated one... Allloo... please la don't fool the student...

The statement 2: Ordinary tomatoes do not contain gene. Genetically modified ones do. True or false?
Of course la the answer is false. We know la coz we are in the industry. But school children? How do you expect them to know? I admit they are smarter that we are during school days, but here is Nilai ma... Educate first la... I bet, they don't even understand what gene is. (Or I under estimate them?)

The statement 3: Bila ilmu biotek ditemui?
A: Sejak tempe ditemui
B:6000 BC
C: 10 tahun dahulu
D: 50 tahun dahulu

The statement 4: Apa yang anda fikirkan bila terdengar perkataan bioteknologi?
Aliran sains tulen : teknologi bio yang membolehkan ...... (and the definition goes on)
Aliran lain : Biologi plus teknologi (even more accurate than the first one)
Pemandu teksi di Nilai: Ubat / kilang ubat
Commoner: Buat ubat. Even worst yg cakap pasal kacip fatimah and tongkat ali. can't have any other application kah???
Aliran saya: Pak Lah... (can or not?)

I do wish the student gain benefits from the program. I don't think they understand much, but I hope they can understand that biotech is much more than plastic CSI. (Why I didn't turn to be FBI agent??? X-File was a hot stuff back then... Or else now I might be flirting with alien from Planet Jauh)

In the end of the day, I know one of them gonna be one good sasterawan... Another "Ahadiat Akashah" maybe... (Bapak odoh, Anak cacat)

VENTING

When SYAITANIC whisper keep playing in your ears... When the hatred and anger filling in all your nerves... And you keep loosing your sanity to lil insignificant moment... What shall you do? What shall I do? How to replace SYATANIC lullaby to ANGELIC harp?

Angelic Demon of Me

A clear picture of who I really am. Just a lil bit of everthing, turns me into who I am right now. And yes... How I wish to live a simple life, with everything back to basic. All in my wishful thinking. Only if I dare enough to make the changes, I'll be controlling my life.

In the same time, I dream for more daring life. Life with more spices and drama. But yeah.. here I am, stuck with who I really am.

I lost the chance for a perfect life, and for now, I pray that HE will grant me another chance to live beautiful life, maybe not perfect, but beautiful enough so I'll close my eyes with a contempt heart.