Answering Why

Why you want that thing desperately that bad?
1. I like
2. I like
3. I like

Ok, at least I'm being sincere here... yes, at first, I want it simply because i like it. very much. especially the white one, with red cover. (on your right. cantik kan?)

But with time, I realize why I want it so much.
1. Easy for reader like me. I have many digital books. I can read it through my phones, but it rather too small and it takes me ages to complete a book. I hope with that gadget, it could encourage me to read more and more.

2. Recently, I printed many journal papers. Not environmental friendly. Big NO NO!!! hahaha... No la, I am not an environmentalist, but what bring me headache is that I have to carry that stack of journal until I completed my papers. If I have that, I could always use it to read my journals and reference document. Nice kan?

3. Why don't use my laptop to read?
I asked this once to a friend of mine when I'm not yet convinced to have that. And sure it does, my answer now backfires me. It is not handy to read through laptop while writing. Yes, Macbook can switch from one window to another, but there is a gap there, and during that gap, concentration easily distracted.

4. There are a lot of other features, but my main idea of having it merely for that reading and make my writing easier. I'm not a photo geek, or musician wannabe, so the rest i let other to discover. I hope, Mademoiselle FJ satisfy with my answer, or you need more justification???

Craving

Can I have this??? Blink blink!!! 

Shall We???

Hi Dear,

Wherever you are right now, I just want you to know, life, is just a piece of journey. I might share it with you, or I might not.

If our fate intersect and we happened to meet (or meet again), there will be another journey, for us.

Or else, I hope you will be doing fine, living your life the fullest, and accomplished the prophecy meant for you.

As me, will always be me. I might stumble, fall and even lost my consciousness, but as long as there is HIM, the journey will go on.

Shall we???

Pulang ke Pangkuan Bahasa Ibunda

Payah. Perit.

Walaupun payah, akan tetap kugagahi untuk kembali ke pangkuan bahasa ibunda ku yang telah terabaikan sejak 15 tahun yang lalu.

Perlahan. Tapi pasti.

Silence Beauty

This morning was a beautiful morning. Striking rainbow in between fluffy clouds, illuminates by the golden sunshine. The view fascinates my perspectives until I couldn't stop smiling. It was a perfect starts for a wonderful day (it should).

But it will be a Bollywood movie if it ends happily ever after. Whatever miracle this morning, is just a buffer for a long and hectic day in office & in the meeting room. At least, I was blessed for having a wonderful and serene morning before facing all the greedy monsters in the meeting room.

After all, after I finished my night prayer, it is a day off. I'm standing still regardless the hassle been throw at my face, and deep inside me, I'm thankful for I still can see the silence beauty of the nature.

The Almighty, The Most Merciful, Thank you for such a blessing. Help me to see the beaut in the world full of miseries.

A Note To A Friend

My friend,

When the reality hits you hard, and it seems far from what you dream of, believe me... you are just a few steps away from your fate. Never give in... Never doubt... If you need to rest, slow down your phase, but never surrender. Take your step with a little bit more patient, one by one... Keep the prayer close to your heart. And when you feel lonely as no one ever listen to you, He is always there, to love and to protect someone as wonderful as you are. I might not be the best friend you wished for, but I do hope you are blessed and loved by Him for all the kindness and support that you shared with me. Keep your chin up, put back the smile on your lips, and face the world with courage. Be patient, and the pain will wash away...

Image: Hand by deckchairs@deviantart

Gold Coast

Was having iftar with my teammate at Bagan Lalang yesterday. Mesmerized by the idea of the Sepang Gold Coast. I think it is the first in semenanjung to apply that concept (the one in Sipadan almost the same concept, tapi nama die bukan Sipadan Gold Coast), even though ada je Gold Coast lain kat dunia ni.

Love these bamboo trees... Cantik sangat... (at office a.k.a rumah contoh die)

The villas under construction...

It suppose to turn to something like this later...Well, even though location tak strategik langsung (next to ladang 'u know what' & the west coast pantai not as nice as the east coast pantai), but the idea of rumah atas air, tepi pantai sungguh la menenangkan perasaan.

Tetiba teringat cerita 'Il Mare'.

Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder

Like to see these small flowers...

You only find the beauty, if you really look for it... Or else, it just a small unnoticed pink flowers by the track.

Life as it is

I want to take life as it is...

I want a life without confrontation;
I hate conflict.

I want a sweet and simple life.
Let it be minimal, but peaceful.

I wish for a smooth journey;
Cause I can't take any more injury.

But life is not as what I wish for;
I fell and even beaten when I'm at my weakest state,
But I have to stand and run,
Cause I don't wanna die,
Living unfulfilled life.

I wish you all the best to those who live on other's predicament. Life is like that. We'll see.

Migration

I never consider "MIGRATE" as a piece of missing jigsaw puzzle in my weirdo life story. I'm such a pathetic patriot that thinks I should serve the country.

Suddenly, reality strikes me. Having a conversation with FNA regarding migration opens such a wide world view to me. For the first time, migration is an option and it seems realistic to me.

Sorry to friends I condemned before. Yeah... This is life. We never know at which point we start changing becoming someone else.