Monday, May 6, 2013

The day when everything went black...

I did wrote on something bout the painful truth about Malaysian multi races country during last election. I guess I'll be barking the same issue over and over until we finally see the light or the stage that can bring us moving forward together.

It is very tricky to live in Malaysia if your mind always suspicious about race supremacy, money and power. Is that the ultimate reason living in Malaysia?

I am not a big fan of history, never will be. But, understanding human needs and feeling, I believe non of my non-bumi friends (excluding those who get their IC for election) ever pray to be born in Malaysia and treated like second-class citizen.

Yes, I admit they are far richer and better educated than me and my "bangsa melayu", but hey... 

Who actually force them to be who they are right now? 
Our system. 

What drive them sending their child study oversea with their own savings? 
Our system. 

What makes them so disgusted with us?
Our system.

Why bother if Chinese are so attach to their race?
Had you do anything to actually reduce the racial tense?
Had you do anything good to them?
Did you know we silently oppressed them?

It just plain fitrah when one being oppressed, they get together and retaliate. 
And thats what happened to non-bumi in Malaysia.

We should do something as well. To be able to live in Malaysia, whatever races... in pure harmony. 
No more divide, conquer and suspicious, but together, hand in hand and trust. Enough of racism thingy, enough of hatred, enough. 

I am devastated, almost lost hope to the system, but I do believe, Allah never wrong. Have faith, be strong.

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Hey there...

Hey there,

Are you still there?
Waiting for me?
Nope? Yes?

The absent does not make us far,
in fact it keeps us close,
because it keeps you missing me.

Those who are still drop by this lonely blog,
Thank you and hope it will be slowly regaining it's momentum.

Anything you would like me to share? :-)

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Hadapi Dengan Senyuman

Soothing sweet reminder... :)

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Only Truth


Picture Credit: Deviant Art
 
Pain,
Reside quietly deep inside,
Shhh...
Don't make a sound,
No one should know you exist.

Owh come!
Let's play a charade,
Act as a Joy,
Let all jump and sing along!

Careful,
When the clock strike twelve,
All dreams shall scattered,
And the only truth will reveal,
You, will always be,
The Pain.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Letter to The Wind

Dear Wind,

I dedicated to you this letter because I in need to express my deepest pain that could not be described by words. And yet, after vommiting all the pain and heartache I hope, all the feeling will be gone, just like you, without a trace.

Meself could not be sure what I'm feeling right now. The teardrop kept held at the surface of my blinding eyes, holding themselves tight, not to drop nor lose control.

My heart beats faster, my body shivering and I'm hearing echoes of my ownself laughing to my own stupidity and fragility. Should I be blame for having beautiful dreams of my future? of choosing my destiny? of taking the path less popular, and now seems impossible?

It crumbles inside.

Dear Wind,
Carry my words not with any weight. Let it floats and flies and disappears. The feeling is not meant to be mine. Yet.

Dear Lord,
Grant me courage, strength and faith. So I can live another breath and walk another step in this world full of uncertainty. No one to be blame but me.

Life is just like that...