Wednesday, May 20, 2009


I'm leaving...
So? What' s the big deal?

You want me to feel more miserable? Is that gonna make you happy? Are you happy now?

Leaving makes me feel miserable enough. I don't need any MSG to add to the original taste of LEAVING.

Make fun of it... Sure... Hell sure... In the end of the day, I'm ME-MYSELF-WHO-EASILY-GET-VERY-VERY-ANGRY!!!!

And don't anybody dare to tell me to leave that blue jacket here. Of course I'll leave it coz I don't want it. I even use my OWN stationery. Don't crack me that kind of stupid damn annoying jokes on my face when me myself is trying hard to get hold of myself.

Of course leaving is a happy things to do; but I'm still human full with emotion. Don't easily assume that I don't feel anything.

Let me with my few days be here in peace.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009


So many things to share, yet too lazy to write.

and so confused

and so don't now what to do

and wish I could buy some more time

and wish it could be happening very soon

and hope I could ease the burden

and hope to release from this spell

and to be what I am

and to search the old me

and to venture new self

and all

becoming the confused me

for yesterday, now and tomorrow

Wednesday, May 13, 2009


So hard to let go,

So fragile to hold,


Full of surprises.