So? What' s the big deal?
You want me to feel more miserable? Is that gonna make you happy? Are you happy now?
Leaving makes me feel miserable enough. I don't need any MSG to add to the original taste of LEAVING.
Make fun of it... Sure... Hell sure... In the end of the day, I'm ME-MYSELF-WHO-EASILY-GET-VERY-VERY-ANGRY!!!!
And don't anybody dare to tell me to leave that blue jacket here. Of course I'll leave it coz I don't want it. I even use my OWN stationery. Don't crack me that kind of stupid damn annoying jokes on my face when me myself is trying hard to get hold of myself.
Of course leaving is a happy things to do; but I'm still human full with emotion. Don't easily assume that I don't feel anything.
AND PLEASE STOP ANNOYING ME!!!
Let me with my few days be here in peace.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
and so confused
and so don't now what to do
and wish I could buy some more time
and wish it could be happening very soon
and hope I could ease the burden
and hope to release from this spell
and to be what I am
and to search the old me
and to venture new self
becoming the confused me
for yesterday, now and tomorrow