Monday, March 31, 2008


I never consider "MIGRATE" as a piece of missing jigsaw puzzle in my weirdo life story. I'm such a pathetic patriot that thinks I should serve the country.

Suddenly, reality strikes me. Having a conversation with FNA regarding migration opens such a wide world view to me. For the first time, migration is an option and it seems realistic to me.

Sorry to friends I condemned before. Yeah... This is life. We never know at which point we start changing becoming someone else.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Irish College Entrance Exam

The piece I wrote long long time ago...

I saw you in my

and that's the reason whyI'm eager to live in my


As the dawn

tonight will be a memory
and that's the mere
reason whyI am a dreamer


For any reason it may be, I think I want to start writing again. I want to be able to share my stupido ideas and thoughts. I wish to meet pool of friends who speak the same language as I am. And yes, writing let me vent, be more truthful to my own self. i'm not a poet, but I have my way of thinking, and that's my personal belonging.

Friday, March 21, 2008

Angelic Demon of Me

A clear picture of who I really am. Just a lil bit of everthing, turns me into who I am right now. And yes... How I wish to live a simple life, with everything back to basic. All in my wishful thinking. Only if I dare enough to make the changes, I'll be controlling my life.

In the same time, I dream for more daring life. Life with more spices and drama. But yeah.. here I am, stuck with who I really am.

I lost the chance for a perfect life, and for now, I pray that HE will grant me another chance to live beautiful life, maybe not perfect, but beautiful enough so I'll close my eyes with a contempt heart.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Malaysian Study (Part I)

Let’s think about this. For me, it is kindda amusing. I keep thinking about it day and night. My wishful thinking seeks for the ultimate answer that by rational thinking I believe it won’t exist.

We want to have a beautiful multi races country Malaysia. Everybody lives in peace and harmony, respects each other and have mutual understanding. This is ideally Malaysia.

Hak bangsa Melayu dimartabatkan kerana Melayu adalah bumiputera. Parti politik memperjuangkan dan memperkasakan Melayu, menjaga hak dan kepentingan Melayu, dan segala-galanya is all about being Malay, the Bumiputera.

Bangsa bukan Melayu akan bersama-sama membangunkan Malaysia, menjaga Malaysia, dan memartabatkan Malaysia walaupun mereka telah didiskriminasikan secara halus.

Macam mana nak satukan 3 mimpi ini. Ketiga-tiganya bertentangan dan bercanggah satu sama lain. Macam pelik. Sesuatu yang tak mungkin terjadi secara fitrahnya. Salah satunya harus terkorban. Ge mana ini???

The ANSWER 1 - Mr A

Fight for their own race = get more support
more support = more money
End point of people with power = money
main motivation = money

yes but there are very few that are honest and work for the benefit of country and ummah, but again very few and their life in party usually are not very long. Mostly they need to be loud, seen and heard, and popularity macam artist to attract attention. Rather then do it quietly and correctly, nobody will notice it, better be loud and fiery, so everybody will know me, vote for me, although i champion my race in front of my people, i'll champion the country for everybody, and champion my pocket for my future and croonies.

Monday, March 10, 2008

Cinta Hati Saya

Setelah sekian lama mencari-cari calon yang sesuai, akhirnya kutemui juga Sony S500. White and copper. Acccurately define simple and elegance (at least 4 my eyes).

  • 99.0 x 47.0 x 14.0 mm
  • 3.9 x 1.9 x 0.6 inches
  • 94.0 gr
  • 3.3 oz
Available colors
  • Mysterious Green
  • Ice Purple
  • Contrasted Copper
  • Spring Yellow
  • 240x320 pixel
  • 262.144 color TFT
  • 12 MB* memory
  • Memory Stick Micro™ (M2™) support (up to 2 GB)
Actual free memory may vary due to phone pre-configuration
  • GSM 850
  • EDGE
  • GSM 900
  • GSM 1800
  • GSM 1900
Sudut yang lain

Soalan berikutnya...
Bila nak dilangsungkan hajat ni???

Hajat ini telah dilangsungkan... Alhamdulillah. Love her very much.

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Dear Malaysia...

Life changes...
So do you...

Let's hope the changes turns us into someone better.
I'll be with you as long as I can.

Be strong dear..