Heart Ache

My heart feels like its gonna explode anytime...
My shoulder stiffen and gets heavier...
Im in pain... Deep pain

For all the years of admiration
and love and affection,
It seems reality had knocked us hard.
So hard it shaking everything.

Things will be never be the same I guess,
I dont think you stood up for me,
I dont think you could make any decision either.
I have to accept if you leave my side,
But im afraid I come to the point that I'll make that move before you.

I just want to see you happy
So be happy,
even if its mean,
Im not a part of it.