Another Conversation...

Had another conversation, with a different person, again about life and achievement. Only this time, I couldn't console myself like I did before. There are emptiness and despair that is so hard to explain. I wasn't crying but my eyes are sweating. I assume I work as hard as others to reach out for my dreams, but I haven't reach there yet... Why??? Where does it goes wrong??? At which junction that I made such a silly mistake that results where I'm right now? I'm thankful for what life had offers me, it just I believe there is more. And I want to achieve that MORE because I feels like I'm marching but the result as if I'm wandering....